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“Paranoia…cause a n—a who said he’ll blast for ya…”

“…You ripped out my heart, and you stepped on it,
I picked up the pieces but you swept on it.
God damn the s–t leaves a mess don’t it,
S–t feeling like death don’t it,
Charge it to the game, whatever’s left on it,
I SPENT about a minute, maybe less on it,
Fly pelican fly, turn the jets on it,
First I shall digress on it,
Wasn’t I a good King, huh?
Maybe Too much of a good thing,
Didn’t I spoil you…”

“Last night I dreamt that YOU asked me a question about YOU and I,. I refused to answer, simply replying, “if you are paying attention, YOU more than know the answer.”

What did I learn???

-It is confirmed every week, I have the best cousin in the world (Libra Risse), I’m so very lucky.
– Happy birthday to my lil niece and to my nephew!!!
-OK, so my Libra’s got me to see munkee movie, it wasn’t bad.
-That Watch The Throne is that HOT FIRE!!! I’m 4 songs in!!!
-I’m not giving up on YOU.
-Don’t waste life, I feel that I live it to the fullest, however with YOU I could slow down and live even more.
-Trust me.
-I love music.
-I hope you are searching YOUr own name, because if someone else does, it concerns me.
-I’m glad I didn’t sleep in today.
-Keep YO stuff, in YO swim suite…lol, 2nd time (diff person)..LOL.
-Give me YOUr heart.
-I LOVE writing.
-OMG, that Watch The Throne is that HOT FIRE!!! I’m 4 songs in!!!
-Let’s stop wasting US.
-Cuzzo, when are we starting Blue Print Cleanse???
-I feel that I did not give my fam enough of me this week/weekend.
-Loved to share words shared with me. Ny life is complicated, but I couldn’t understand those complications.
-Need to work on Blue Lines.
-Google+ is wack…not trying to start from scratch.
-I really love writing. Glad I have my muse back…I wonder what happens if, we finally do this…or if this doesn’t even happen…
-I LOVE my BENI!!!
-I was lucky/fortunate enough to meet Dr. Robert Screen. Unpaid Tennis coach at Hampton University, who graduated when it was Hampton Institute (where one of my personal hero’s Arthur Pindle graduated, along with Yale, Catholic, and Morehouse). He has coached for free for 43 seasons, amazing human being!!!
-My life looks amazing…but I’ve been asked 3 times in less than a weeks time, why I’m never home. If YOU notice this, there’s a problem. Trust me, believe in me. I understand what my cousin said, so much more.
-FINALLY cut my horrible looking yard!!! Too busy!!!
-Chilling on a boat was cool, sometimes you forget life and just live it…although we needed more than “Otis” as our Saturday soundtrack.
-I couldn’t write Friday through Sunday…not for lack of material, just time.
-Kiss slowly.

The manuscript Blue Lines is the fictional coming of age narrative of a young California woman Key Yemaya Walker, and her 2 year growing journey through school, love, and life period piece, written by Kenneth Suffern, Jr., taking place at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill between the years of 1997 – 1998. Loosely based on true events, and experiences during that time, told through the eyes and voice of the main female protagonist, a freshman first attending the school.