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“that is lame…”

Perfect words to start with. What did I learn sitting back and trying to bring words to this paper? Laughably, they deal with a situation that I will omit from any posts, and give any more legs to. The week, though interesting makes you think of the entire scope of things, and the efforts, stages, and even consequences of a decision.

So I sat here, knowing that I should be there. Smiling at your smile, sitting under the same sun and moon, breaking down the barriers that time and distance put in front of us. Figuring out whether, dreams, reality, hopes, truths, and life really match up.

Talking with a friend, and we tried to look at all the angles of decisions, sadly you have to look at the lasting effects…and figure out how to attack either side of your decision. No decision is victimless…even when warranted.

With that being vague, I’ll just get into What I Learned.

-Words are rough.
-Some things are really not crucial, and the weight they hold, deals specifically with the meaning that the person or situation have in your life.
-Conversation is enlightening with friends, strangers, and acquaintances.
-Distance and time really stink when you want to legitimize why or why you should not make a decision.
-I’m addicted to the “Watch The Throne” album.
-Well, I’m addicted to music.
-As people, we really don’t need to embrace everything about ourselves.
-Spontaneity is great…luckily a cooler head prevailed though.
-I don’t have problems with things, but when I say “No,” understand what it is I mean.
-How did I have that flashback? Not a feeling I want to ever feel again.
-Smile more.
-Live more.
-Take your own time with yourself more.
-Enjoy your anonymity.
-What happened?

The manuscript Blue Lines is the fictional coming of age narrative of a young California woman Key Yemaya Walker, and her 2 year growing journey through school, love, and life period piece, written by Kenneth Suffern, Jr., taking place at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill between the years of 1997 – 1998. Loosely based on true events, and experiences during that time, told through the eyes and voice of the main female protagonist, a freshman first attending the school.