My goodbye
♫…I miss him, long as I’m livin he’s livin through memories…I think I’m touched, this whole verse I been talkin to your spirit, a little too much…♫ ~ Jay-Z “Regrets”
“Hey man, you ok?”
I’m doing something I never had the chance to do. This evening your memory just hit like a ton of bricks. Those were the last words you sent to me, but I wanted to deal with “me,” I knew I would see you once I was done. Well, that’s taking things for granted, when I could have easily said, “I’m ok.” Now I’ll never have the chance to say goodbye to you, cheer the Giants with you again, or go to that Super Bowl we were talking about. I guess all of us miss you Bill, and your memory lives on in all of us, but still this hurts so much. And in stating these things, there is still the selfish “what I’ve lost.” Continue reading